I’ve gone through this blog and unpublished some posts and made some other posts password protected, since I got some unwanted attention. The posts that are password protected include explicit sexual descriptions and that seemed to give some people ideas about me not having any boundaries. I think the intersection of sexuality and autism is very interesting but explicitly sexual material will be password protected from now on.
If you feel like reading and want the password, send me an email to theuninspirational-at-gmail-dot-com and tell me who you are and that you would like the password. I will only give it to people I have interacted with and feel safe with.
Sometimes I write stuff about my love life that may seem confusing. As a matter of fact, it is confusing even to me. My relationships to other people are complicated. All of them (except for the relationship to my kid). I will probably never spell out exactly what kind of relationship I have with the one I call my partner, because I can’t. I know what I have, but just like most things regarding identity and sexuality it doesn’t match the relationship logics that I have a language for.
At some point I hope I can write a bit more about how I feel about relationships to other people. How hard I often find it to make the clear distinction between romantic love and friendship love. But right now, I need to rest. I’ve had an emotionally intense weekend and my head is boiling.