Sensory overload and PEM at the same time. I need to rest but I can’t, instead I keep thinking about sharing and oversharing. I’ve certainly overshared many times because I so desperately want to be understood for once. I’ve had it with not being heard, I’ve had it with professionals not caring about my interpretations of myself and I’m so very sick of this ableist world. But is this hurting me? Because no matter how much I try to explain and overshare, it doesn’t really matter. The world is still an ableist place.
I need to strongly consider the future of my other blog, should I really keep writing it in the personal way I do? I feel like I’ve been giving too much of myself and that’s not a pleasant feeling.